Day After Day, cutting away

I dont remember why or how i started. All i know is that it has consumed me. "Every day...Cutting away" Its become this monster that just eats away at my sanity.... Until there is nothing left. Nothing but an arm full of scars and a soul darker than night. Im so messed up in the head... SO many times i have tried to stop. SO many times i have failed. Letting it come back stronger, and more suppressing of my real emotions. I cant keep going on like this. Soon all i will be is scars and razor blades... Nothing more. I will only amount to the scars on my arm...
I guess i was just born a disaster.